I don't know why I can't accept anyone in c-bus right now, it's probably cuz everytime i try to look an auntie in the face, i can never look past how much each one gossips and spread rumors and it's probably wrong of me to say all the aunties but the majority of them here all do it! and what really makes me mad is that they never look at there own children and try to see what there doing but instead they look at other kids and judge them?! how the hell is that even allowed?! I am pretty sure that if anyone ever talked about there kid how they talk about other kids that they'd be pretty much ticked off! but I can't say anything to them cuz even though I want too I can't because I still show them respect even though 50% of the respect I had for those aunties are completely gone and it's not only because of what they did to me but what they did to other people recently and in the past. I just find it funny that they love to make other people feel like complete and total shit! I really hope that they know they have affected me tremendously and I could understand if they were worried about me and the other person but there not, there just worried about how many lies and rumors they all can spread and this is why I hate being a bengali girl in columbus because everyone loves to gossip and this is why sometimes I wish I could go back to youngstown and be able to talk to everyone without the aunties saying stuff because no one cared over there but over here, it's forbidden cuz they think you'll become a ho or something, I don't know anymore and really I don't care either...